Mii LOLZ

LOLOL SO! Danny was over the other day and I said HEY! lets make some new Miis on my Wii sooooooo WE MADE SAM, CARLA AND DANNY.....And MEE!!!!  SAM was an OMF because we could find her air or eyes tutututututut lol but we called her sam anyways xD CARLA we got spot on!!!! LOLOLOL we made her really short : 3 With love? >:))    Lol, I SWEAR WE GOT EVERYTHING ON YOU GIZ!! LOL, and then we Did danny who ended up looking like Peter Choa xDDD CHOW OUTSIDE MOTHER FUCKERS!!!!!! Lol, I guess it doesn't really matter right? As long as the mii looked asian then it would basically look like danny xDD LOLOL SSSOOO RACIST : O I LOVE YOU DANNY NO HOMO!! : D LOL So we were like LOL LETS PLAY WII BASEBALL AND SEE WHAT CARLA LOOKS LIKE BATTIN!!!!! LOL and then all of a sudden you were REALLY TALL AND YOU HAD LEGS! Loooooll I was imagining if you were there then you would have been like "LOOK HOW TALL I AM" yeah you looked pretty fucking G xD I won't lie ahah. Anyway...it is 3:30 and I'm dying LOL I HAVE WORK TODAY SO NIGHT : ) I'll talk to you soon lol

NIGHT CARLA! HAVE AN AWESOME DAY! : D

New friends < cool xD

A Turkey friend,
No,
Not a really turkey,
No,
LOL,
Not a fool,
she's kind and nice,
thinks i'm hot ;D
.....LOL, she thinks I'm pretty : 3
xD She's from Turkey...
Kinda random...
Is this supposed to be a poem?
WTF
LOL ....k
just read my fb inbox ;D

no homo man

I'm sweaty, hot and covered in paint yet I still sit here right away after I finish work just so I can blog to you right away. Sigh...i don't know if i can write this seriously with Danny next to me -____- lol, he laughed as soon as he read "I'm sweaty" and I'm loling as I write "i'm sweaty" danny is breaking my bass but shit happens. LOL OMG DANNY IS HURTING MY EARS!!!!!!!!!! ooooowwwwwww fuck you bitch he read that and grabbed my fucking ear >: ((((((

well anyways,

I sit with a  fool,
A cool fool,
Who is a fool,
But that is not to say I am not a fool,
I'm a fool but not at heart,
I care but that is not to say he doesn't,
This poem is a little of course,
I think it is because he is here
but I'll say with him here because I care care,
That I really miss you
I like you a lot
And hope to see you really soon

: )


-____- danny you suck a piano , il ove you no homo man >: D

Message in a bottle; I'll send my S.O.S to the world, I hope that someone gets my message in a bottle

My computer is still messed up but that's okay. Today I feel kinda bored but I know there things for me to but I don't want to do them...like clean my room and doing the laundry... So I guess now I better time than never. Lol, I got to get some shit done!! So it's 11:11 am and I guess that doesn't count but if you're from my world then it does ;D can you imagine what I wiser for? I'm a pretty obvious guy, I used to hind the truths behind words that described words but now I feel truthful. Take a guess >:D

So I have work today at two, I'm going to give myself 45 min to get to work from now on because I got to stop being late. It's not responsible. Honestly, the last 48 hours has been me trying to say everything thAt is going on in my head. I feel like such a lazy ass right now laying on my bed while typing this with my thumbs. I should be cleaning my room and making it look nice! I should especially get that done before you and your sister come over -____- lol, but it is okay that I'm typing this because I'm writing for me and you : ) I think I might just keep rambling on so I can give something to read and hopefully smile at until your cheeks hurt and swell up from smiling too hard that we have to take you to the hospital to remove the grin off your face. Wait....I mean would that be terrible LOL well and wonderful at the same time I guess lol. I have a feeling you may be grinning right now xD

So yesterday when I was with Danny and my friend Gianfranco we hung out and stuff but coming back from the park we were at I had dne something to my knee which happens every few months but I was awoken up underneath my kneecap and I can't walk without walking with huge sharp piercing pains in my knee D: but I think I'll be able to manage : )

So let's ask myself, (this is going to be long...I have a feeling :3) why do I write to you? I write to you because I really like you and you're worth writing to, especially to hear that my blogs made you happy. But why do I like you? This is a list that could go on for ages, it's everything from your personality to the way treat others, all the way to the music you listen and our common and uncommon interests. You're an awesome person all the around and I'd love to elaborate on this list but my time is running short. I admire you for a lot of things too, such as the way you treat others, the way you try and figure things out for yourself I,e. Portugal, the fact that you are one of the most supportive friends I've ever met. Carla, I could keep talking ahah but thanks for being an awesome person. These last 48ish hours have allowed me to tell you so much and I'm really glad because I don't want to hold anything back with you.

Well, I ought to go clean my room because it deserves a makeover xD I'm going to strip it clean .^ lol that's what she said :?

Miss you! But I know well be seeing each other soon : )
Talk to you soon Carla
Hopefully sooner than I think.


Bye : )

Omg

Sorry for rambling so much below. It's just everything on my mnd spurted out into a blog :)

Falling away with you...

It's funny, I already have 70 blogs.... That's a lot to look back at :) Anyway, I am reallyreally happy that we got to talk today. Just the fact that I allowed myself to be open with you made this so much easier on the both of us. I'll never be like that again, it was dumb and I trust you a lot. I shouldn't have to be worried about telling you these things and I'm not.

I wonder what exactly am I going to do for the next two weeks while waiting for your return. Probably I'll think about you arriving and the first thing we'll do. Maybe we'll go to christie right away. Just knowing someone is thinking about me and knowing I'm thinking of them makes me really happy.

There is so much to do but I need to learn to open my head up a bit. When you left that day, it was just nick and I chasing that car with huge gens on our faces but even as we tried to chase you I felt this big empty feeling even though I was smiling...it sucked and I said to nick,"what do we do now?" it was honestly such a terrible empty feeling. And for weeks I still had "what do I do now?" stuck in my head...I need to wake up a bit a realize that I can still think about you and enjoy my life. I know you'd want me try to have a great time and I am now. For the last week I've been making the most of it. But there are still things I bed to do... Like, I miss running and that was one of the things I'd promise myself I'd start doing again but here I am...not running at all. Starting Monday I'm going to go for my first full run in over a year. Itwill be good for me : )

I'll be reading what you message me everyday as soon as I can. As long as I get to keep on touch with you some how then that's alrigt. I won't but when you said you have internet I actually got so happy :) I'm a dork like that I guess but just knowing we'll be to keep in touch also gave my mind a little rest.

Though you've been gone I remember you told me to smile and to be happy and I took that to heart. I mean I shouldn't be moping that you're gone, I should be happy that you are having such a great time for yourself over there :) and I am. I've found things to do and I'm making an effort to keep myself busy but everyday seems to have this empty hole in it. But now it doesn't ...I'm just not worried anymore. I want to have as much fun as I can each day because it's important to stay positive and happy : ) but I know I'll be seeing you soon :) and each day that I try to enjoy as much as possible will go by faster. As long as we are happy and having a great time, we will see each other sooner than we think.

I really happy for you, for being happy and looking forward to everything when you get back : ) it's admirable. You're such a positive person. And you know what :) I'm sure your parents are gong to be so so happy to see you :) I'm picturing it.

But I'm also looking forward to seeing Adri. She is such an important person in my life and she's taught me more than sh thinks. I miss sitting with her and talking to her about life or even just sittn in silence with her. She's such an awesome person and one of my greatest friends but I also feel guilty. I have to tell you and I've told her already but I feel that during the last few weeks you were in Toronto I sort of shifted away from her a lot because I was focusing a lot of my time with you and I told her I how douchey it was for me to do that. I love your sister to bits and promised I would never hurt her but that counts doesn't it? I know I'll make a better effort because you mean a lot to me, she means a lot to me, your her sister and she's your sister and I love you both.

That was just something I had to tell you.

So as I wait I also enjoy life :) what better way to wait for your return than enjoying myself each day :) I hope the exact same goes for you too! And dont worry, I'm not paranoid anymore :D

I'm smiling still from seeing your face this morning and even more after reading your amazing blog. Lol and yes I t tis my fault for making you smile thrifty and I'm so glad it as me ;D

I missed 1111 but I'd like to guess your wish when you get back :3

And you're not an airhead!!!! >:( you're one of the smartest people I know. You understand these things and you care aboutthem :D you're totally awesome. Omg I'm falling asleep and my figures are killing me from
typing on the iPod. But writing this is all worth it. It is 4am now and I should probably go to sleep but I know we will see each other soon :) and I just want to say that your blog was so amazing and touching , it really hnestly was, but before I go...well I guess I already told you how my day went at work and with Danny tut lol .............hmmmm I bouht TWO MUSE albums!!!!! Omg omg I am falling asleep. Okay Carla, I miss you so much and son is close by in my world : )

I'll talk to you soon,

Love,

Jesse


Ps I have to say again that your blog was great. I actually tear because it was so honest and happy and the thng about yu parents and all :) okay I need sleep but I just want to say :)

Night.

There is this person who likes this poet.










That poet likes you

Being open

Being open would be easier if one could see the person they wish to confront ...would that settle the mind? I think so.

The Poet (the truth)

 Dear kind reader, if you are reading this then please start by reading "Poet Alive" then "Poet Dead" which are the two blogs before this one. In order to hear the truth you must read my lies then read the truth so you know that I have lied.

 Thank you

This is the conclusion of a poet's tale and a tale well told. The poet learns the mystery and hides the truths. He knows lies and feeds them first but hides the truths. The Poet Alive is not a poet but a man with desire for making a truth into an artful law or maybe he tells his seeker his painted thoughts to allow his seeker to paint one similar. In that very case the Poet Alive is a fraud but how can that be true? The Poet Alive shares his pain and glory and hopes to paint a world with no hidden thoughts and desires...the fact is that I am the Poet Alive and I once was the Poet Dead but have learned to live...but the fact that I claim myself to be the Poet Alive would then be a lie. I cannot live up to the truths of being such a person if I claim to be him because already by hiding my own true thoughts behind this fictional character is a lie.  The fact is I write for you to tell you the truth and because I love to write for you. I write for you because you give the desire to write. You're worth writing for and evoke so much imagination from my mind that it is incredible. This is why I enjoy writing for you and about you. But most importantly because when I write, I write what I truly mean. I'm sorry, I know you may think this whole thing odd. I'm an odd person.. The whole "poet" shit was me trying to cover up for the intensity of my blogs but I want to be honest and this is me being as honest as I truly can with you. So I write these blogs each day for you so you may read them and enjoy them. I mean every word that's written in them. They aren't a filter for me. They are for you to read because I want you to know what I'm thinking and that I care. I'm going insane, not literally of course xD but I wait everyday hoping to talk to you...lol not in the creepy way and not sitting by the computer all day either xD  I must admit I have fallen for you quite hard but I hope that doesn't creep you out aha lol, I know this whole thing must seem pretty lame to you but I really like you. I think that's all I've really wanted to tell you these last few you weeks through my blog. If I could just tell you, to you, like to your face....You're an awesome person for every reason I've said and I meant every word. You make things so much for cheerful and brighter when you're around. I would rather talk to you about the rest of this ...kinda in person.LOL, webcam? xD


-____________________-  fuck me....I feel like such an idiot saying all this to you...I'm so lame but I mean... I'm just trying to be open.....T______T...isn't that a good thing? I mean everything.  I think if I .....am I being paranoid? lol okay I think I got my mind straight....this entire page I've written is alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll my thoughts AAAALLLLLLLLLL OVER THE PLACE RIGHT NOW!

I think this is the first thing I've written  that has  ACTUALLY allowed me to filter my thoughts out :) like I kinda just feel relieved for whatever reason....


--_________________________--- sigh, lol tututututututututututututut (carla) (carla) (carla) (carla) (carla)  can we just talk later today? :)  ..about this?            






Goodnight.

Poet Dead

 The Poet Dead writes for himself not for the love, not for the care. The Poet Dead had written a message but the Poet Alive tells his story. The Poet Alive writes for the truth. The Poet Alive has now been born. Live his mind and share his duty and percieve the meaning within your mind and accept it and paint your portrait alive.

Poet dead,

Poet dead,

You tell me you love me,

In a moment the words fill the mind,

The mind is given the slight chance to feel happy,

But why feel happy when one can feel lust?

But why even feel lust when you are given the chance to stay away from either.

You tell me you love me,

Lust,

no.

Happiest.

not the slightest.

Do you love me with care or only because it's easy?

Do you spread "love" with the tip of your tongue in a single word

or embrace its meaning and praise it for a life time?

You mutter the very word without a moments care,

You expect a reaction but I give a shoulder.

The Poet dead is not alive

To feel the lust and the love not given

It must be alive,

Love is alive,

The mere act of liking is alive,

The emotion is alive,

But death is not alive,

Poet alive,

Poet alive,

Please don't die,

Poet alive.

You share your meaning,

Not to hide,

Only to help understand

The poet alive.

I am the poet alive, I am not a curse or a moment to be glanced over. There is an embrace we share and I care because the poet alive has learned to live and not to die. The thoughts that arise within the mind must not be forgotten or diminished, but perceived  upon first glance and understood. These thoughts are no curse but a portrait that may be further painted to ones liking. How will you paint your portrait?

-Poet Alive

Poet Alive

For the poet alive there are words to be mantled together for true meaning but must be sought out for true definition. Not everything may be clear at first glance like looking through a crystal ball, clear as the crystal its made of but like trying to peer through mud, but the truth can only be decided by the one who perceives it’s meaning.

Poet alive, 

Poet alive,

There is meaning that is alive,

The words are pictures,

The pictures thoughts,

Elaborated pictures of one's mind,

A definition of most important at present.

No controlling the mind,

It loves to live,

And alive it shall be.

Poet alive,

Poet alive,

Frame these mindful elaborations created,

Discover and learn their meaning

For it is great,

Poet alive,

Poet alive,

Never die,



Poet alive.

The poet lives not to hide but to share. Meaning is not hidden, it is only conveyed. 

perceives it’s meaning

It's 2:31 am and I can't even begin to phathom why I would still be up at this hour but I am...I writing blogs. I always choose to do at this time sigh....why -____- well I do, but this is a blog just saying why I do. But why do I do it? Because I have something worth writing for...well, I guess that still doesn't explain why I do it at this time xD lol


tutut

I think I need sleep

: D

GOODNIGHT!


Btw, I hope we will talk soon

Doing alright

I'm sitting outside Timothy's coffee shop right now. I'm on my break but I'm kinda bored so I thought now would be a great time to write something. I mean I don't have anything new to talk about xD I'm listening to the cancer bats right now! I bought their new album today. I think I love them now. They are fricking great! I just finished eating some totem fruz and I just probably go across the street to pick up some tooth paste because my mom hasn't bought me any xD well blogger, I'm just letting you know how I am. I'm keeping myself slightly happy and I'm living life with a little more meaning :D okay my break is almost over and I still need to pick up tooth paste lol.

Talk to you soon



Goodnight.

hello little lady

hello little lady : ( 

you're mean : (

you left me all alone : (

you said i could never be an asshole >:D

and now I'm being one D:

you left me all alone :'(

I'm just kidding : DDDDD

      

         /\

      /     \

    /       \/

  /    I've learned to like you even more :)

/     This parting has been good :/

|     WHY HAS IT BEEN?!!

|  

 ----For that reason : D and more

ahah I don't know where this is going

tutut

(carla)

I've been (carla)ing a lot lately tutut

Jesse's fault? >: D

It's always my fault sssiiiiggghhhhh :P

btw, tututut I don't like the Nightmare video!

KILL ME IF YOOU MUST!!!

I DON"T LIKE THE VIDEO! DDDD:::::

now i'm an asshole : (

Because I truely dislike the video : (

oh well >: D

I DON"T LIKE IT!

okay....tutu Now I have no clue where I'm going with this

I thought the video had so much more potential

siighhhh D:

I'm sure there are other amazing songs on the album!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMGOMGGOMG I CAN"T WAAAAIITTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOLOLOOOOLLL I"M SOOO TIRED! OKAY 

I'll talk to you soon : )

btw my day was pretty meh xD I WORKED AND WATCHED INCEPTION AGAIN! 8DD

k

bye : )))

goodnight.

ps.  making that arrow was a bitch xDDDDD

HOLY MONKEY BALLS!!!!!!

HOLY MONKEY BALLS THE AS I LAY DYING CONCERT WASS SSSSSSSSSIIIIIIIICCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!  I FUCKING CROWD SURFED THAT DFLASDIJFASLDF  CROWD!!! ALL THE WAY TO THE FRONT! IT WAS AWESOME!  I MOOOSSHHHEDDD SSOOOOOOOO HHHHAARRRRDD TO BTBAM!! I CAME OUT ALLLLL WET!!! IT WAS AMAZING THOUGH! I GOT HIT IN THE FACE SO MANY TIMES AND I WAS LIKE (carla) (carla) (carla) (carla) (carla) (carla) AND THEN PIIIIMMMBBBAAAAA AND THEN FUCKING LASDKFJASLDFKJASDLFKASJDLFKASDF  HOLY SHIT CANCER BATS MAKE MY LLIIIFFFEEE HHHHAAIIIILLL DDDEESSTTTRROOYYYEERRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11  SOBATAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWESOME COVER OF THE BEASTIE BOYS!  I WISH WISH WISH WISH WISH YOU COULD HAVE COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS FANTASTIC!!!! AT THE END FOR AS I LAY DYING THEY SPLIT THE FUCKING ROOM RIGHT DOWN THE CENTER AS THOUGH THEY WERE PARTING THE SEA LIKE FRICKING MOSES!!! AND THEN WHEN THE MUSIC HIT BIGGG  BBBBAAAAMMMM EVERYONE RAN AT EACH OTHER FROM EITHER ENDS AND BASHED INTO EACH OTHER!!!! PEOPLE WERE BLEEDY TOO!!! WWAASS SSOOOOOO METAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANYWAY! JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THE CONCERT WAS GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDD 

IMY


GOODNIGHTY>

Today is the big day! The concert is today! And then I'm going to party at James' place because it's George and James' last day in Canada DDDDDDDDDDDDDD: FRICKING PORTUGAL!

I just helped my step-dad move two stoves which where bitches to move xD Though is was not fun I'm glad I got  a workout :P 

Okay I'll blog more today, after I finish my chores

What I Originally wrote

K, there was something else written here but if you want to know you got to ask xD >:D DATS THE WAY IT WORKS MAHAHA

What I Am

I'd say I used to be a huuugee hopeless romantic lol ahah but now that's completely the opposite, I rarely come across someone I actually like and I'll never like someone unless I actually like them a lot : ) I would say though that I am a romantic ahah, I don't think that's a bad thing but it's just me being honest. I'm the kinda guy that has to let someone know how I feel or else...it's like I'm hiding it all, why should I hide it? People are running around looking for fun but i mean...what's wrong with a relationship? Why can't it be more serious than  fooling around? sldfasjdlf :S I don't understand ahah 

I know someone right now who means a lot to me, I wish I could tell them that right now, all I do is think about them which is probably not healthy lol...well why wouldn't it be? It's honestly the only thing that is keeping me sane because if I didn't think about them then there is probably a problem there ahah xD Anyways, I shall leave now because I have to go but I hope I'll talk to you soon.

Bye :))

Goodnight.

Dear, someone beautiful...

http://dearsomeonebeautiful.blogspot.com/

A man undressed

A man undressed from his cloths and walked free, naked through the streets, as people stared he pitied them for their self-consciousness. Don't give in, and never bite the apple. The man was beaten to death not because he was crazy as they claimed in the papers but because he believed in an idea. Ideas are worth dying for. Never give up on a dream.

Goodnight.

A mind unclouded...aka OH!

Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute, and it seems like an hour. Sit with a pretty girl for an hour, and it seems like a minute. THAT'S relativity
-Albert Einstein

So I guess this is just something that I realized...for the last 2 weeks the days have been going by incredibly slow! I mean that quote kinda just made me go OH YEAH! That's most likely why! And I saw that quote like 5 days ago and all of a sudden I woke up and was chilling then thought of the days this month going by so slow then that quote popped into my head and then I realized!!! THAT IS WHY! When you were here the days seemed to just fly by! No jokes, I thought it was me but honestly all that time just flew by so fast. Hours like minutes.... Einstein is a real genious ;D but somethings I can add; not only are you a pretty girl but everything you do is amazing! Who you are is amazing and I respect you a lot! : )   I know I've told you before but I just wanted to say it again : )  

OH! So when we were walking Patty the other day Billy decided to randomly pick her up with one hand and brought her up and ended up tossing her into the hair and patty was just like asldfijasldgiajseglasdigjalgiae in mid air and I was like OMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFG then patty landed on the ground LOL we were all like :OOOOOOOO BIILLY!!!!!!!  Then I ran over picked her up, LOLED then said you can't carry her anymore ahah xDD  but nah she obviously didn't mean to but I was so scared for Patty!! D:

okay I'm going now!

BYE! 

oh...did you get my message on messenger? 

goodnight.

So I've recently discovered that before you travel across the entire world you got to MAE the first step. That first step is the most important one. You got so many more steps but you got to concentrate on the one at hand. I need to start thinking about my first step instead of worrying about the 109th one. Like people say, "one step at a time." It's honestly true, I've been thinking of allll the things I need to do instead of taking care of one at a time and it has really stressed me out! One step at a time Jesse

Anyway, I'm making this a short blog for the day. I'll talk later!


Oh and I might take patty for a walk later today >:D

Talk soon blogger ;D


Goodnight.

OKAY >>>>I FAILS LIKEA MILLIONZ TIMES

-______________- soooo...my attempt at project 365 FAILED....yes, I am directing this exactly towards YOU! xD sigh.....i epically failed, so my phone died on me and I didn't have it for a few days!!!!! DDD':: So I never got OMS's text! AND THEN YOU WERE GONE!!! I basically felt kinda shitty so I just want you to know that I would have flown to that computer so fast if I had known : D   But yea, on top of that my camera battery just died too....I mean like it won't charge AT ALL!!! WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO?!?!?!?!?!?! Sigh, so I am trying to figure out what to do xDD Once I have a new camera I will start the project all over :? So for other news, I had my birthday and got completely hammered LOL never doing that again btw, had THE WORSSSTTTTTTT HANGOVER.... -______- tututtuut It sucked a lot! I had about 7 beers, an irish car bomb, paralyzer, a zombie, 3 shots...hmmmmm OH, an smoked a birthday cigar which was SSSOOO STRONG! They said not to inhale it ...but I was like then what's the point in smoking it ???? So....i was pretty wiped out for the night. But I had to do it....I wouldn't normaly but COME ON! It was my 19th birthday! Apparently when I got home (which I don't remember) I walked up to my step dad with a finished 1.5 litre bottle of beer and said "DIS IS TAA MEMORY OOV MYY NIIIGHHHT" and then I remember clearing my bed off and getting it ready.... but I woke up on the floor....so I cleared my bed off but never made it to my bed ahahah. I woke up on the floor in my boxers...I don't know how my cloths got off xDDD and then I went to the washroom and puked my guts out. NNNEEVVERRR AGAIN AM I MIXING MY DRINKS LIKE THAT  --________________________--

anywho xD....how's the beach? 

So I've made tonnes of songs! It's pretty great but not so great without you, I miss you lots

OH LOL! Billy and I hung out at my place the other day and we sorted all my pokemon cards! LOL, just saying >: D nbd ahah lol...So what else is there??? OH YES! I got an iPod Touch 64g for my birthday!!!!! SO AWESOME xDD but besides that, I'm just back to living life nbd 

So, how are those beaches treating you??? :DDD  

I hope I hear from you soon. So I'm going to go and fool around... like maybe go buy the 6th volume of scott pilgrim, buy an itunes card, play some bass, and just CHILL : D   

beach?

And wow, it's been a while since I've blogged xD

sorry if there is spelling errors xD I really don't care right now ahah

Goodnight.





miss you :D

Photo 3 is coming!!!! My camera is fucked.... -_____-

OH! so yesterday my mom showed me pictures she took in vegas and lfkasdjfasldfkjasd she took some cool pics of lions!!!! I got to show them to you ;D anyhow... Just chilling each day....my eatting habits are getting worse -____- but I have a song idea in my head.asjdflajsdflaksjdf I got to get it out

: D

anyway, I hope we talk soon

-____- I didn't watch Lord of The Rings the animated film alskdfjasldfkj I should go home and do that! xD

anyway,



Goodnight!

VLOG

I need to make a vlog....about what though.... okay this is my last blog for the night

Goodnight.

ps. HOLY SHIT I MADE SO MANY BLOGS TODAY

chicken

Does anyone want some fried chicken?

YOU AIN"T GOT NO PANCAKE MIX!!!

Paranoid

okay, I've come to the conclusion that I've been very paranoid lately...have I been? sldfasdf yes...WHY" FUCKING dlfkasjdfas I'm so stupidly stupid right now.....I should sleep... -_____-

Goodnight.

"When the people said to you"

I got to go but to keep it short I had a pretty chill day, I woke up and talked to a very cool gal ;D and then I made  a very cool song and then I went to work! Had and very cool day at work...it was pretty chill and I got off early and went to see Eclipse! WTF! This one IS SSSSOOOOOO MUCH better!!!!!! It was really good compared to the first two BUT the music was anywhere as good though D: but that's okay...i guess xD Anyway just saying how my day went down. I plan on recording one song a day : D

Okay i got to go watch lord of the rings the animated movie sdlfkjasdlf BYE

GOODNIGHT>>>>>  8DD 

Project 365

Already day 3 and day 2 I forgot to take a picure....wait not true, I did take one but got deleted COME ON it's only 1:35 on day three we can count it as day 2 can't we?

asdfasdfasdhkfasd SHHITT! MY CAMERA IS DEAD HOLD ON!

 

YEAH SO! this is the picture here, so basically I have some new ideas for how I'm going to do the rubik's cube :DD It took a very very very smart genious to make me realized these new methods of mine ;DD and to her I thank xD

anyway

Goodnight.

Just Shut up

I think sometimes I have to lay off... relax and not worry...and shut up -____-  Right now I'm all :O like...why? Does there always have to be something said? No. Do I sometimes talk too much?.......yes... xD Do I need to let people be sometimes?  : |  I think so...    Is it always about me? NO ... Should I stop being paranoid and stop worrying about these things? ...........................probably ...okay, maybe I should just go watch Lord of The Rings the animated film ...I'm such a fucking nerd xD ahah, anyway I've made some KICK ASSSSSS song today : D still working on it. I"VE MADE SO MANY SONGS LATELY! anyhow, I need to go watch my film :) It's nice to see my mom, she got back from vegas...just saying xD

Okay blogggy blog and other(s)

Goodnight : D

Less Description...tutut

OKAY! One thing I need to learn...not everyone needs to know everything...so sometimes lay off the details, because sometimes it's better to keep things to yourself and others may perfer that... -___- I need some real fucking sleep....tutut...I've been a crazy kid the last two days because I haven't slept properly but hopefully after a good rest tonight I will feel like a new man ;D ...and act less stupid xD

Today was pretty straight forward, I woke up and talked to the most amazing gal ever and then I talk to the other most amazing gal i know and then I talked more with the amazing gal i talked to first >:D You know who you are! and we talked for hours xD That was loads of fun and I really enjoyed that : ) Made my day by far..but I was soooooooossssssssosososososososososososososososs TIRED at work today that I was a complete wreck! I was actually horrible but it's all good ;D  Tonight after this blog I am going straight to bed so I can wake up. And plus I promised a certain gal that I'd go to bed early tonight :D and so I shall :?    

Today I started project 365 and I felt I already fucked up xDD less description would be better tutut I'm sorry -______- But I was like looney and ran my mouth like a crazy fudge mofo with a LALALA stuck up his ass with his eyes crossed... xD  I'm looking forward to seeing the outcome to my new majestic rock piece I'm working on. I might need george to come help me work on it before he leaves for Porkland too T__T WWHHYYY!!!?!?!?! 

I'm missing a lot of people right now but most of all you, it's only day one and it feels like a long time already.

by the way, I'm going to stop by once in a while and walk the beef patty xD I talked to your mom :D

 xD

anyhow, this blog is nutty xD ...kinda : )  okay, I'm going to get out of here and sleep like I promised so I can be a normal human being in the morning! xD

Goodnight.