RE: 10 More Days

It was 12 days ago that I wrote "10 more days" which honestly feels like 3 weeks ago xD So much has happened since then and I couldn't ask for more. I had a really great time the last 2 weeks since that point and before then obviously but the time did fly by...yet it feels so long ago xD  : )

Well, pretty much the two most awesome people I know left for portugal 8h and 21 min ago and should either be there now or just getting there which is pretty awesome xD For the last few months they have honestly been the people i talk to most and now they're gone T__T  But a few good things have come out of it xD I wrote a really nice song and I got watch two movies xD I haven't watched a movie in a while lol so it's pretty awesome...besides the fact that I have no one to talk to online now....and now i'm a really sad panda but I'll try my best to be a happy one : )

Anywho xD I'm sitting here now waiting for them to come online msn not sure if they will but right now it's 5:27am and I'm tired as @$#* -_____-  I need sleep, so I've left my status online and I've put my speaker volume high so if they message me I'll wake up and hear it >: D I'm a genious

I wish I was able to have a more intimate goodbye with both of you but I guess if that had happened we would have all broke down crying :P I hope you guys havea really good time though : )   When you left for the airport Nick and I chased after you guys in the car but we couldn't keep up D:

After that we went to go see Get Him To The Greek which was ssssooooo funny!! Really awesome!! Then I bought 4 movies and watch 2 of them.... I felt like watching a really depressing movie given the situation xDD so i watched The Road and after tearing up during the movie a few times I went to my room a wrote a song called "The Love That Grew For Them" : D 


Now I'm chilling waiting for you guys to get online which could be hours from now xDD what time is it over there? like approx. ...10:40am ish....??


well anyway, I'm a genious and I'm staying online so message me whenever >: DDD




Goodnight!!!

The Love That Grew For Them

The world is so lonely and dismal today,
shunned from the truth, 

hidden from love,
And the ones we love
we acknowledge in the end;
the love we have for them ;
the love that grew for them

....

just some lyrics i got out of my head after watching a depressing movie today.... xD 

we find ourselves saying that we're human and that everyone fucks up from time to time but just as we are saying it we find out it's us... I was so caught up trying to figure out the truth that I ended up hurting the last person I thought i'd ever hurt...I am stupid....so stupid and I regret it even though it is resolved I'm still dazed from it even as I stared at the computer screen...I can't believe I upset her like that...I'm reckless and stupid and now after it's all over I find myself tearing as I write this because I feel for her so much. I love you and I am really sorry, I know I've tried telling you but I really mean it so much and wish I never did it. You never deserve it, and here I was doing it...I was in the wrong and I feel stupid for doing it. Most of all, you're my closest friend and I hurt you, which is the last thing i promised myself I'd ever do to you. I trust you, I really do, so much you don't even understand... and the fact that I doubted you is disappointing to me. I should have told you right away but I didn't and the fact that I didn't  proves my lack of trust in you at that moment. I'm very ashamed in it, and I promise you so much that it will never happen again.
I love you


Goodnight.

SHORT ONE FOR THE DAY

I'M TYPING IN CAPS BECAUSE I'M LAZY

I'M TYPING RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I HAVE THINGS ON MY MIND

I'M TYPING ON BLOGSPOT BECAUSE IT'S WHERE SOMEONE WILL LISTEN TO ME

I'M TYPING BECAUSE I KNOW YOU'LL READ THIS

I'M TYPING THIS BECAUSE THERE IS NO OTHER REASON

I'M TYPING BECAUSE YOU'RE AWESOME

...I'M TYPING THIS BECAUSE IT'S 5:04am ..........

: )

Goodnight.

7 MORE DAYS

WTF THERE IS ONLY SEVEN MORE DAYS!!!!!! WTF WTFW TWF SLGJASLGAJSLG AIIIII''MMM TIRED XD

Wheels

"We all have our shitty days, we can't help it, we all just kinda gotta bath in it until the water dries up and then you'll feel better once it's all dried off " 

It keeps turning and turning and never stops, and every time it turns it brings something new around with it...

...what is it?

It's life.

This year was supposed to be amazing but I’ve realized how boring it has really been now...but there were a few unexpected twists : ) I met some of the most amazing people and even some of my closest friends. This wheel has taken a slight turn that has made it all worthwhile for sure and I have absolutely no regrets : )

Every time the wheel comes around it is the same wheel but it has something new stuck in its grooves each time which some how gets stuck to me and makes it all worth it. these last 3 to 4 months have been some of the best days I've enjoyed in a long time and I really have no regrets either.

Thanks everyone : )

okay this blog was goign to be longer but i just pulled a fucking all nighter and I'm soooo tried not...it is 4:5am

IT'S ALL TINK'S FAULT! 

NIGHT!

10 more days

You see, normally I look forward to the month of July but each day we get closer to that month is each day that may suck for the next month and a half after the end of this June. Two of the most amazing people i know are leaving and it's going to make me a very very very very very very very sad panda but I think I might be able to cope.

But hey! I really hope you guys have a shit load of fun over there and really enjoy yoursleves : D

I mean if I had to look at it on the brighter side, I will have a lot of time to myself which means I can spend more time making better demos and other stuff xD I'll try to make the most of my summer each day : )

Today I'm going to go for a run, do about 4 laps around christie and run back home and shit my pants and call chucky to scoop it out into a doggy bag so we can feed it to the dog next door who loves that shit. : |  WTF??? WHUT? ...okay -___- anyway!!

I'm out for the day, I got work until 11:30ish so i should have LOTS of fun -___- xD Actually you know what?? I think I might go down to Long & McQuade today for a little something ;D

Anywho I'll chat with you folks later

for now

goodbye

Goodnight.

Platonic

So today was pretty chill, I went to christie pits because it was a very, very, very nice day. I checked to see when the pool opens but no one would open the door >:( so I couldn't find out. I went over to my bestestestest friend's house and chilled with her all day. Yeah, and then Nick dropped by and we had more fun!! So Adri, Nick and I just chilled and then went for an awesome walk :D WE stopped by Long & McQuade to drop off my bass so it can get a tune up! While i was there I also bought the RUSH: Deluxe Bass Tab Collection booklet with some of their most awesome songs! I'm going to learn them all >:D AFter that we went back to adri's house and we ate the most dddeeelliicious spaghettiiii EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And then Katya texted me >: D xDDDDD lol....after that we watched Twiligh: New Moon which was also pretty sweet! Has an awesome sound track!!!!! asldfkjasdlasdj and now I'm home and really tired so I'm going to go to bed.

Goodnight.

D.A.N.C.E.

Do the dance, just easy as ABC. xD Justice? They're cool :? So I guess I really did have an epiphany and it "paid off" i hate the way that sounds... "Paid off".....there must be a more civil and nicer way of saying it...how about this, my epiphany was correct and it made me happy today : D awesome there we go : ) I'm actually starting a journal...I used to do entries on my computer but stopped but I think LadyVeneance has the right idea ;D so I'm just gonna start just like that...so yeah...my day was pretty straight forward...to an extent.. so I wake up at around 10am, I thought it was 3pm because Lacey, my alarm clock, said it was and I freaked out jumped on my computer and then realized the real time, which was 10am; I go to have a shower. After I'm done with the shower I play bass bass for about 3 and a half hours and don't eat breakfast. I then drop by christie pits, have a freezey that cost me frickn' 80 cents >: ((  Then I met up with pretty much the coolest gal I know : D and that part of the day was the best by far : D : ) I then went to play some soccer at St. Lukes field just South of College on the East side of Ossington. That was fun but I was tired and lasdlgtjaslgag.... we got beat by the grade 8 girls soccer team from that school!! Realy!!! They are beasts!!! Those girls could really play a mean game of soccer!! Now i’m even more tired...sdglasdgsd kinda  a long day for me... for some reason... OOOHHH!! I forgot to mention that inbetween being at christie and  goign to st. lukes I had also stopped by Fiesta Farms and Long & McQuade!!!!   ohhh mmmaann SEXO the basses there are sexy but they had a shitty selection that day..I guess it's because it's their Monster sale and they are getting rid of stuff...ANYWAY! I"m tired and want to get up around 10am so I can bring my bass down to Long and McQuade and get it tuned up and then head over to Christie to chill!!! SO NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Goodnight.

BTW

LADYVENGEANCE !!!!!!!!!! You are still going to learn how to do the rubik's cube >: (((( even if it is the death of me !!!!!!!!

Unintended

So, i read ladyVengeance blog and it was awesome as usual! Always nice to hear how your day went : D So yeah, I guess I'm just going to talk about my day : D

I wake to the vibration of my desk but as I reach for the phone i miss but I take another swipe and grasp it! And take a look and it is no other than tinkk herself xD AS USUAL! I swear, when Tink actually has texts on her phone i am emptying my message box at least once or even twice a day!! D: it's nuts! So I go to text her and then fall back to sleep and then I'm awaken again; i text her and fall back to sleep. This happens several times before i acutally wake up around 10am and start my day with a new blog! I did some stupid chores around the house and then went to christie pits :D THE MOST AWESOME AFEAAJWEGLAWJG PARK EVER! That is where I wrote about 4 pages in my sketchbook of my thoughts. Thoughts that I've discussed with a friend. I'm glad that I talked to her because everything is lookinng a lot better now. It will be tricky yes but worth it though : ) but anyway, I finished writing and waited for Tink at christie; as I did some sketches i accidently kicked my ipod, which wasn't playing anything and it began to play "she loves you" by the beatles and i was like : O ! xD and i smiled : D so I kept drawing and sketched a couple in the park : ) It was nice and then FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY TINK SHOWED UP!>:(( She is only the SADLGJASDLGJ COOOLEST GAL EVER!!!! She's like the hip little gal that thrashes her head around to metal, goes to concerts, gets trampled and still comes back for more but ontop of that her persona is great! : D SO, i had a really fun time at Christie! BUT then I went to work LATE BECAUSE OF TINK!!! xDDDD I got there 10 min lateeeeeeeee :OOOOOOOOOOOOO but work was not very busy today but we had a lot of fun talking about random crap and more serious stuff lol. It was a pretty chill day at work, that's all i'm saying xD I also got burnt which wasn't fun >: ( so I did that and got a few texts ;D WE ACTUALLY CLOSED ONLY IN HALF AN HOUR THIS TIME!!!

LIKE ODijasldgjasdlgasdg HHOW?? ANYWAY! IT WAS AMAZING! so i got out, went to Tim Horton's, bought a bagel and left for the subway! I stopped off at the best park in the world on the way home and on the actual walk home I texted MY GREATEST MOST AWESOME SUPER SLDGJSDLG FRIEND EVER!!!!! and then I got home and went on msn and talked and you know....ETC NNNBBBBBDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD SO NOW I"M GOING OT BED BECAUSEe glajrg alergja erg OMG PORK CHOPS ARE PLAY AT LIKE 9!!! or 930....i don't remember which! I WANT TO WATCH >: D ....i don't think i can wake up in 6 hours xDDD OKAY laskdgjasd NIGHTNIGHT NGIHT

Goodnight.

To The Butcher

So this cow said to me, why not take me to the butcher and I said : OOOOOOOOOOO THAT"S A HORRIBLE IDEA! So I said to that cow, I love you cow and the cow said to me TAKE ME TO THE BUTCHER WHY OH WHY OH WHY NOT TAKE ME TO THE BUTCHER....and so I did and when we cut that cow open a million squirrels began to crawl out and went crazy and we started rejoicing until most of my friends were murdered by the squirrels.

It was discovered several days later that the cause of death .... was...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SQUIRREL AIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT'S MY CRAZY STORY FOR THE DAY! I ACTUALLY WROTE A SONG ABOUT IT TOO! >: D ...LIKE 6 MONTHS AGO XD

Slow down

Yo bro, slow it down, you got a tight squeeze, do you want to strangle things here?! Are you out of your fucking mind?  "Maybe." Well slow down, take it slow, lay off the gas pedal and coast for a while and see where it takes you.

After eating a bacon egg sandwich

After eating a bacon egg sandwich, i am full and when I'm full....i am sleepy. So now i'm sleepy but I have to clean my room so clean that it will never have to get cleaned ever agian. OMG IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE??
So now that you know the connection between the sandwich and my room you can muse the horrible outcome of how my room may look at the moment >: D ...sigh...it is not very pretty...it looks as though a squirrel with AIDs ran through here and gave my Lacey AIDs :'  (  poor Lacey.

So i have to add, I haven't cooked bacon in a while but today I did and I made it to perfection! It was soooooooo juicey!!! (that's what she said.) And the delicate eggs added to the wonderful sensation of putting it in yout mouth. (that's what she said.) what-what?? eewwwwww xD I swear I ate it so fast that ...just...omg...it was so good.  (that's what she said.) That is all that has to be said, it was just so delicious!!!! is that what she said?

OMGGGGG ON A TWSS RAMPAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Goodnight.

The Flower

There is a flower,

A very happy lovely flower.

The flower is beautiful

And ripe

And pleasant

This flower brings music to my hears with its every sway

And with each sway an aroma that kisses the air

With the pollen of a mind so rare that the trees sigh without the gust of the wind

And i reach for the flower

I haven't picked it up yet

I merely wait for its roots to free

And then i may hold it

2 blogs coming soon to a blogspot near you!!!

i will soon have two blogs up, the titles will remain secret for now >: D

Water For a Meal of Words

A flavour of flower that sweetens the mind with every encounter

I

Mount the shadows that arise but your smile that gleams with a joy recoil the mounted shadows,

Zapping a vengeance into nothing but a happy moment.

Soft melodies awaken me and strain my sleep with the face that cures me

I

Have fallen for many before but for non so sinister in their radiant beauty and persona

Every moment is a laugh that becomes a gleaming smile.

Forking for a melody that yet again sweetens the mind is no effort,

I

Merely paint a wall with song and it mentions joy,

But in the words are meaning,

They may be opposed,

Or given a chance upon site and cherished for their enlightening details.

But whichever route the mind may choose to accept,

It is no harm,

When no.

It is amazing,

If yes.

For I am human

And so are you

But we heal.

These words compel my definite thoughts,

Which should be pondered upon.

The rifle may cause a bloody stain

But it may seize it's direct fire and morph

Into a pleasant memory...

I hate msn

time: 2:49 am ....i will continue this blog later in the day

STupid THings

YOu know when you get bitter because you are sometimes....i guess the best way to put it is "dumb"? Well yeah that is what i hate...sometimes I can become so easily bitter and I feel like a complete asshole because I don't take the chance to understand people sometimes. Most of the time I do but sometimes asdlajsdglasdj sigh...it's 2:47 in the morning...i have work at 10am i'm waking up at 9am and I'm writing about this because I thought I was a bit of a douche tonight...anyway, I got to be more understanding because...that's important : )

Goodngihtasg

i'm tired....clearly
--____________________--

Lady Vengeance

I have many things on my mind, one of them we've talked about but the other i have not...I agree with you, Christie is the best place to go. I have to think this stuff out and ponder with the trees and the wind that blows through the grass...you know what I mean? Anyway...I don't have much to say but that's all that's on my mind...I will evetually say what it is...the other stuff, don't worry ;D

for now,


goodnight

Parking my thoughts

There it was, I thought I had it

It was a delicious thought that teased the mind,

And gave birth to a desire that could not be grasped

Unless shown proof of agreement by another being,

So close in flesh and different in mind,

It grew to the other which multiplied further,

Elevating,

My mind shifted and caved,

But gave birth to no worry and let the invisible footsteps,

Press themselves, 

...now I wait.

Goodnight.

On the edge

Today is a simple day, this is what i have to do

1. Clean my room

2. Clean my room again in an hour

3. Have a shower

4. Throw out 5 bin-fulls of grade 9 homework....storage

5. Apply to college

6. Get my ass in gear

7. And sadlgjasldgj mash the keyboard because i'm lost

So that's going to be my day so far...I was supposed to go jam with some cool people today and a few amazingly awesome people where going to tail along but unfortunately our drummer couldn't make it...i'm broke and everyone has shit to do today including me so it's better that this day is spent getting something done at home. I'm going to start cleaning out the storage room because over the summer we are turning it into a studio! It will be great! I'll finally be able to own a drum kit, and we'll have amazing jams at my place all the time! But right now I have to first be able to completely clean my room which i've only done about twice in my life time D: so I better go before I get squirrel aids

Goodnight.

My new blog

I had a blog posted but due to...recent and new thoughts i have taken it down