shh..be quiet, you might piss somebody off

I just hit my funny bone on a chair and my entire hand has gone numb asldfjasldkfajsd it is very weird  .dflaksjdf

So I think I have stressed you out a lot lately and that was one thing i wished i would never do. I don't wnat to stress you out and I have been and it is not nice for me nor you. I am  sorry. : ( i just really don't know what to say... I feel really really bad. I wish I had said, take it for granted that I never bother you, too late for that now eh? : (  I just want you to me so happy and without any stress. I am also sorry that I am stressing you out around...this time, if you know what I mean. It just makes things tem times worse and I hate myself for doing this to you. I feel terrible and I know you are going to tell me not to but I do : ( and I am sorry.
I am tired and hungry so I am going to go eat then sleep but thank you for everything thing you have done for me and thank you for putting up with evertything. I love you so much and I want you to be so very happy.

Goodnight my love

What I want I'll take, what I don't I'll break

Hey, I haven't written to you in a while mister blogger. Tell put things short. My life is pretty good but I am not making the most of it. Our generation is being called the LAZIEST GENERATION  and I have lots to show for that. I am not proud of it and I want to do better. On the other hand, I have been writing songs, I actually just got my bass taken away around 2am because I was playing it with my amp on tutut, now I have no bass -____- I am shit out of luck. I am also seriously considering moving out of my house into an apartment for the rest of the year because I can't stand my parents any longer. It is driving me up the fucking wall. I bet once I leave they will realize how much I do for this house and they will miss me and want me back ;D  I still haven't been eating well and I feel like a huge ass because I promised Carla I would and I was for a while then I went so fucking downhill when I ate 2 bags of Oreos within a 24 span of time -____- I suck and don't deserve to live :P I keeedddd...I just need to get my ass in gear and motivate myself. I also need a better job with daytime hours which will give me more evenings to do what I'd like. Friends are great and I have been making more plans lately :)  The band thing is coming along. We need to fit in more practices, and that right there is another example of while it would be better if I had a daytime job! Then we could practice more! anyway, I am in a great mood and that has something to do with a certain someone as usual :3

I am not going to check my grammar and spelling because I am lazy so GOODNIGHT

goodnight.