Love Sick on Bloor Street

Today we screened a movie that isn't out for about another month so that was wicked to watch but I left the theatre I work at with an empty feeling...Nothing to do with the movie I really enjoyed watching but it was a feeling that just overcame me when I stepped out into the humid night. Walking along Bloor I passed a club and thought of a couple I know and then walked right pass the homeless guy that asked for only 50 cents right outside Mcdonald's. Said hi to a dude I used to work there with named Danny, cool guy, and then went to the washroom. When I came back out I gave all my timbits i bought at Tim Horton's to the homeless guy. That really made me happy. As I kept strolling down Bloor I began to think of last summer and just stuff that is happening and is going to happen and so on and then a HUGE wave of the love bug just hit me 

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Like....WTF!

Where the hell did that come from! Since when was I in love or anything?

LMFAO, so I keep walking with that strange feeling you get when you think you're in love and I didn't know what to do about it...even as I speak it is killing me and even through the heartbreaking, and aching parts of it all it is still an awesome feeling...but who the hell is on my mind??

I mean...I sure hope it’s not the naked fucker banging on the fence outside xD 

...this makes no goddamn sense, it’s like I know who it is but don’t for some reason... a good friend told me to let her come to me...I’ll know when it’s right I guess...Maybe that’s why I don’t know who it is...because whoever this gal is...well she hasn’t “come to me” Well, : D I’m waiting but I’m not going on any fucking treasure hunt xD 

So while I sit here in this tough jam I listen to STE-003 and it reminds me of ... -_- Love...ggaahhh...it is starting to sicken me as it did as a kid.

What is STE-003? A jam recording me and a few friends did ; D

That reminds me, in grade 2 there was this ginger gal and I liked her so I gave her a Valentines card that said “I love you” and the response I got was basically....WTF and she never talked to me again. HELL! I can say I was a way better looking mother fucker than her! :P So why didn’t she go for it??? Well...we were only 7...sigh, I guess she wasn’t ready for a serious relationship xDD ..bitch :P hasn’t this last paragraph made me sound like a conceited prick? I’m not but it’s fun to pretend to be one XD 

Since then... interactions with women...even having women as friends has been, how do I say this...difficult. Yes, it has up until about a year and a half ago and now that has a changed which is great. LOL, I’m telling a life story here xDD

Who knows, maybe the naked guy has a naked girlfriend that I’m in love with...intimate belly rubbing much? xDD 

I like eating dogs...does anyone have a friend who eats dogs?

:P

OKAY! Enough with the inside jokes! I hate inside jokes that I don’t get so I’ll stop for the benefit of anyone who lacks the knowledge of these inside jokes. You’re welcome.

God this is an awesome feeling but is it just a tease or is there something really there? I guess I got to wait and see who I meet that fits the “feeing” lmao.

3:31 am....I still haven’t gone to sleep...this is lame...no one is online...the cool people left about half an hour ago, yeah you know who you are, and now I’m still writing about NOTHING!

Anyway, for my friendly tip of the day!!!

If you like, liked, was fucked over or WHATEVER by someone you like, liked, was fucked over or WHATEVER then write a song about it and sing it and record it with a very very good friend. Just sing it or say it how it went down or how it’s going down. Afterwards listen to it and you’ll laugh your ASS OFFF!!! If you don’t believe me then try it yourself....

YAWN

3:36 am...I’m sleepy...time to sleep

Goodnight. 

PS

OMG

I’m actually getting sick now from this love sick feeling D:


4:09 am  ---- okay! I feel better now : D 

12:14 pm ------The feeling is kinda gone....not sure...it might surprise me