hey man, please read this

I should probably talk to you in person but I'm not here to be your enemy...I guess I kinda just showed up out of now where....I guess it sucks but to her you are no less of a friend. I’m not in the way; in your mind I am in the way...today was I guess an accident..My cousin wanted to go to the pool so we went and we want to meet you and her. But like today you spent the day with her...I guess you were really awkward...I don't want you to have to be like then when you are in a group or just with her alone. You are cool, you are a good friend to her. I know that for a fact. I need to leave for work and I'm doing this quick but I really mean it. Please, please, please don't feel I’m in the way...I guess maybe you guys have a bit less time together now but you are still like a brother to her. And we all care about you man. I even care about you. The fact that you feel abandoned is really bothering me. I don't want you to feel that way at all. Can we please talk?